Small World

We know some or a few people in common coz it's a small world. But why are we not in touch??? I am not in touch with those guys anymore for my own reasons. Now what's gonna happen to me??? Good luck, Doki! :)

Moping

I realized last night that I have actually been moping all this time. And for what? Coz some guys didn't like me. I realized that I can't do anything abt it. If they don't like me then I just have to move on. Good luck to me!

Bye for Now?

I pushed him on what he plans to do with his life. He got angry, he said I used force in order to meet my needs and reassurances. Well, it was all so frustrating so I said goodbye to him. Asked him to email me in a week or two if he still wants to talk to me.

God bless us all!!!

MORE

He'd need to ask me more questions pa daw before he'd ever board a plane and come to Philippines. Too jaded din sya. Hahay, good luck to us!

Call

I got a call today from a new prospect. He's from Portland, Oregon, 42y.o. It was nice to talk to him. Hope to talk to him on Skype next time. God bless us!

British

Why am I meeting so many Brits??? It all started with meeting Neal Evans, our trainor at CWF. Then I met Nick at WIS. Then it was just other Brits after. Bakit ba???

I just find it ironic considering that I have a connection to Holland. But then, I didn't find a Dutch husband so maybe I am not for them.

Good luck to us!!

Not Him

I have said goodbye to the new guy I met recently. He said he was coming to Asia. I said I'm still busy with school. And I may not want to meet him coz I just met him. He said I'm not serious after all so he lost interest.

I had doubts about him right from the start. Coz his picture in WAYN was different from his pic in YM and Facebook. Friends also told me to be careful, coz he could just be out to fool some girls.

Good luck n lng to me in this. I keep the faith!

Crazy

I went crazy over the weekend. I said goodbye to Nick. He was just incredulous about the whole thing. He said, "are u jumping from a tall building or something? why are u saying goodbye? that is a bit odd, heide! stop being silly!"... Essentially he just asked me to confide in him whatever it was that was troubling me. I thanked him for being a really nice friend. I can't call him a snob anymore! :)

New

I'm meeting someone new. I keep the faith!! :)

Tricky

This thing about marriage is very tricky, coz you definitely cannot marry someone you don't know or don't like!

Why'd anyone marry someone that they don't know? These things take time!

Good luck with husband hunting! Can't you buy one on the internet??

Guys talaga...

Men!!!

He's not coming here anymore. We've said goodbye to each other. I think it's for the best.

He wanted to stay in my house when he comes to Cebu. Of course I said no, why would he?? He doesn't like it and he has no time daw for childish courtship rituals so he is not coming here anymore. Bahala sya.

He said 'please leave me alone...I want to forget that we ever met.' Aray!

Everything's gonna be okay. I keep the faith!

Coming?

Coz I told him on the email that I might as well pay for my way so that he won't expect anything from me, he suggested to come over for a few days. Wow that's nice, I'd really appreciate it! Now it'd just be a matter of waiting if he'd really come.

God bless us!

Men!

I heard it somewhere that if magkabuang na ka'g pili among guys, hapit na ka magminyo. Coz last Christmas night, nanawag daw si Charles. I left my fone as usual so we weren't able to talk. Then pagka-26 nitext sad si Sopheap, my former English student, asking if I have a husband. I said I'm looking for one. Hahah!

Then napa jud, kinsa gani to?? Basta I just keep the faith. Maayos din ang lahat ng ito. Manalig ka lang, Doki.

Tired

I'm tired of chasing after him. Coz true, I left him in PP in 2008 and just kept in touch with him when I was in Philippines. I invited him to Philippines but la mn syay klaro.

He was in Siem Reap when I came back to PP in 2009. I saw him 2x there --when he ran in the AWHM and in one of the games of the Globalteer football tournament. Then he came back to PP, he went back to teaching English at our school.

We had a falling out because of something silly. Because of this, I ignored him when he came back to our campus last June. He only lasted two weeks, he left. He is teaching again in Plaza since September. I told him goodbye when I left PP last October. But I couldn't help myself, I still email him!

Actually he told me that he's getting close to this Khmer girl from his other school. It's okay, I wished them all the best alrdy. He never really said he liked me.

Last night I told him that he'll always be a special part of my PP memory. Told him I'll see him when I see him in future. I just dunno when. Could be May next year, could be not...

Everything's gonna be okay. I keep the faith!

Vindication

Hehe, kabawos na ko. On Facebook he said that the girl cancelled on their dinner date. Nagluto pa naman daw sya. Kabawos na ko! He cancelled on me at the last hour din with the Singapore Kitchen thing last May.

Definitely time to move on. Matter of time. Good luck to us all!

Men!@#%

I'm getting very nice insights on men this time from Reymar. Lingaw kaau! Di pa daw ko ana, ang haba ng hair ko! God bless you, Reymar! Always.