Letting Go and Moving On

I am now in my 2nd house here in Legaspi City. I find myself alone in the room again.

I got to think about so many things last night. Yes, I do want so many things but I cannot have them all. And I realized that I don't want to be alone anymore. So I thought, uli ko Cebu pohon, work ko in Mam Genie's recommended post then plan to get married. I think if I'm lucky enough, I can get engaged (or even married) before the year is out. I keep the faith.

Friend Indeed

Today I realized the true meaning of the saying, "A friend in need is a friend indeed". I needed help and my old high school friend helped me out. I pray the Lord will keep blessing him always. Told him that if ever I'm really getting married, he'll be the first one to know. I keep the faith! :-)

Healing

I keep on saying that I must heal from my SG experience. These days I keep thinking the time must be right. After all, it's been three years since I first went to SG.

Today I talked to Corrinne on the YM. She knows Janice daw from their Student Council days in USC. They went to the 2002 Ayala Young Leaders Congress together too. My God, what a small world indeed!

It is time to heal na jud. And move forward. God bless us all!

Realize

I went to the dentist today to have my wisdom tooth extracted. I had wanted it removed coz it's impacted. Mahirap, di kasi ordinaryong bunutan. The dentist kept trying till ako na lng ang nag-giveup. I dun wanna go thru the whole thing. Naisip ko si Ate Jing kasi nagpabunot din sya ipin before at di rin nya tinuloy dahil nga masakit daw. Matatanggal din yun in time.

I realized something very important today. And it is that I have been isolating myself for a very long time, I have avoided relationships. Simple lng naman ang life e, I cannot go thru it alone!

Sage

Deepti once told me to make a decision and stick to it! Maybe that's just what I have to do. Happy Khmer New Year everyone! :-)

Precious

Yesterday I emailed Sir Frank to tell him that I've sent my resignation letter to USC alrdy (for the nth time). I said I hope he'd accept it. This is a painful but necessary step for me.

Today he replied. He said I should think more of coming back daw. Thanks a lot. Di na man gud ko kahibaw how to proceed there so I have to move on. God bless us always!

USC would always be precious to me. I hope the feeling is mutual.

Happy Easter!

Family Problems Again!

Hay kakapoy ba ani oi, abi nako human na ni problemaha. I pray for strength Lord. Amen.

Say

Ang dami na naming sinasabi sa isa't isa ah. Where is this going and how did it happen?

Well, I don't think I'll be in PP again till I could afford it. No use going there w/o a good job.

I still want to pay NUS up so that I can move on. I can shelve that part of my past.

I keep the faith!

WK

Friends say la daw sya klaro. Well, I thought it has become clearer than ever. I haven't been in touch with anyone like this before man gud. I wasted nine years and three years respectively in the past on things that were not going anywhere, no chance!

Today I had a haircut and gichika ko sa isa sa mga barbero. What is that?

I keep the faith!

Ate Jing

I am very grateful for family for the 2nd time --this time it's b/c of Ate Jing. She said tunga n lng mi bayranan PH coz kuwang ra man daw ako sweldo. Pls bless her always Lord, a thousandfold.

Told someone that she's a really good sister. Magkadayon lagi mi sya juy maid of honor pohon, hands down! Btw, it will be her 36th bday this Monday pohon.

God bless us always! :-)

Wisdom

I pray that God will give me the wisdom to know if I'm doing the right thing or not.

Minyo na si Araceli, ako nus-a? May said 'Go'. Yah I will, soon.

Why is life like this???

Bangkok

Just what is it with Bangkok that makes me nostalgic???

Today Ate Jing told me to scout for fares from PP to BKK. Plan ta sya adto ig Khmer New Year pohon. But later on, la na nidayon. When she told me this, I had wanted to fly off with her too. I wished I was also working abroad. But again, I thought of my retirement. Wah!

I had asked Achara for an update of her help to find me a job. I'll wait. I keep the faith! :-)

PAG-IBIG and SSS

Today I went to Pag-Ibig to have my records transferred from Cebu. I also went to SSS. Well, I haven't been contributing to both since Oct 2007. Ang SSS ang medyo problema kay di ko kaloan till mabayran ako outstanding balance.

I thought this must be it, that I may be here in Legaspi for a while. But then, I think of PP too so I dunno. If God would give me a job there, He would really want me to be back there again. If not, la koy mahimo, I cannot force things.

I still keep the faith. While there's life, there's hope.