Kidding

Who am I kidding, I miss PP like crazy!!!

Hope madayon jud ako trip pohon. God bless us all!!!

British

Why am I meeting so many Brits??? It all started with meeting Neal Evans, our trainor at CWF. Then I met Nick at WIS. Then it was just other Brits after. Bakit ba???

I just find it ironic considering that I have a connection to Holland. But then, I didn't find a Dutch husband so maybe I am not for them.

Good luck to us!!

Not Him

I have said goodbye to the new guy I met recently. He said he was coming to Asia. I said I'm still busy with school. And I may not want to meet him coz I just met him. He said I'm not serious after all so he lost interest.

I had doubts about him right from the start. Coz his picture in WAYN was different from his pic in YM and Facebook. Friends also told me to be careful, coz he could just be out to fool some girls.

Good luck n lng to me in this. I keep the faith!

Crazy

I went crazy over the weekend. I said goodbye to Nick. He was just incredulous about the whole thing. He said, "are u jumping from a tall building or something? why are u saying goodbye? that is a bit odd, heide! stop being silly!"... Essentially he just asked me to confide in him whatever it was that was troubling me. I thanked him for being a really nice friend. I can't call him a snob anymore! :)

New

I'm meeting someone new. I keep the faith!! :)

June 2011

I may have to be in Bohol in June, tiwason ra ni nako ang semester sa CDU. Coz manarbaho na lagi daw si Bantil so I have to stay with the olds in Tubigon. I feel sad in the same way that I felt sad when I left PP last October.

Pero I'll think n lng this way: As long as I could find a good job there, I can pay for Palm Heights. And as long as naay internet and mall didto, malingaw ra lagi ko.

I think of my PhD applctn. Unsaon n mn lng if madawat ko? Guess it will all be up to God. Please dispose of everything, Lord. I don't wanna keep thinking and I definitely dun wanna be restless. Amen.

Tricky

This thing about marriage is very tricky, coz you definitely cannot marry someone you don't know or don't like!

Why'd anyone marry someone that they don't know? These things take time!

Good luck with husband hunting! Can't you buy one on the internet??

Guys talaga...

Network

I was on Facebook chat with Jeff Powell last night. He said he's doing a PhD at SOAS in London. Wow! Told him I wanna do a PhD too. Will apply for admission to Groningen. He said drop me a line if you ever come back here. Sure Jeff, all the best. Hope to see u soon indeed!!

Indian

Maybe I'm meant to be with an Indian. Finally had a chat with Raj. He wants to improve his English daw oi mao he wants to chat with me. Let's see how this will turn out. All up to God!

He said I'm too old and that I should find someone to marry. Cge gud!

Again!

I finally found Christian on Facebook today. I added him, told him that I miss his encouraging words during our NUS days and that I hope he'd accept me.

I need to do this so that I could move on. Good luck, Doki! :) He never accepted my invitation on FB so after noticing it about one year after, I cancelled it. He added me on LinkedIn n lng. They said di daw nya gusto nga makita sa iya wife. Cguro.

PhD Again

I have to be here in Cebu/Philippines this time simply bcoz my family needs me. I do miss PP everyday but I just cannot be there. Besides, the job I found here is much better than there.

I will shoot for PhD one last time in Utrecht. I'm working on the research proposal. If madawat, I might start ig January next yr pohon. I have to be here in Philippines and I cannot go on a paid leave yet so isingit n lng n sya with my work pohon. Okay ra man sad coz I don't have to be there man and they won't charge me tuition. I plan to apply sa NUFFIC for the funding. Hopefully it will be enough. If dili, ngita lain source/s.

God will take care of everything. I entrust everything to him :)

Keep Your Eyes Open

My very good friend in Singapore, Sheryl Navarez told me to always keep my eyes open. Thanks She, God bless you and Lei always! Miss you.

Men!!!

He's not coming here anymore. We've said goodbye to each other. I think it's for the best.

He wanted to stay in my house when he comes to Cebu. Of course I said no, why would he?? He doesn't like it and he has no time daw for childish courtship rituals so he is not coming here anymore. Bahala sya.

He said 'please leave me alone...I want to forget that we ever met.' Aray!

Everything's gonna be okay. I keep the faith!