Letting Go and Moving On

I am now in my 2nd house here in Legaspi City. I find myself alone in the room again.

I got to think about so many things last night. Yes, I do want so many things but I cannot have them all. And I realized that I don't want to be alone anymore. So I thought, uli ko Cebu pohon, work ko in Mam Genie's recommended post then plan to get married. I think if I'm lucky enough, I can get engaged (or even married) before the year is out. I keep the faith.

Friend Indeed

Today I realized the true meaning of the saying, "A friend in need is a friend indeed". I needed help and my old high school friend helped me out. I pray the Lord will keep blessing him always. Told him that if ever I'm really getting married, he'll be the first one to know. I keep the faith! :-)

Healing

I keep on saying that I must heal from my SG experience. These days I keep thinking the time must be right. After all, it's been three years since I first went to SG.

Today I talked to Corrinne on the YM. She knows Janice daw from their Student Council days in USC. They went to the 2002 Ayala Young Leaders Congress together too. My God, what a small world indeed!

It is time to heal na jud. And move forward. God bless us all!

Realize

I went to the dentist today to have my wisdom tooth extracted. I had wanted it removed coz it's impacted. Mahirap, di kasi ordinaryong bunutan. The dentist kept trying till ako na lng ang nag-giveup. I dun wanna go thru the whole thing. Naisip ko si Ate Jing kasi nagpabunot din sya ipin before at di rin nya tinuloy dahil nga masakit daw. Matatanggal din yun in time.

I realized something very important today. And it is that I have been isolating myself for a very long time, I have avoided relationships. Simple lng naman ang life e, I cannot go thru it alone!

Sage

Deepti once told me to make a decision and stick to it! Maybe that's just what I have to do. Happy Khmer New Year everyone! :-)

Precious

Yesterday I emailed Sir Frank to tell him that I've sent my resignation letter to USC alrdy (for the nth time). I said I hope he'd accept it. This is a painful but necessary step for me.

Today he replied. He said I should think more of coming back daw. Thanks a lot. Di na man gud ko kahibaw how to proceed there so I have to move on. God bless us always!

USC would always be precious to me. I hope the feeling is mutual.

Happy Easter!

Family Problems Again!

Hay kakapoy ba ani oi, abi nako human na ni problemaha. I pray for strength Lord. Amen.