Running Away Again?

I had thought if I am running away again in my decision to leave PP. Dili diay kay dili man gud stable ako work here nya ig January ako na gud kuno bayad Palm Heights pohon. I miss home Lord, and gusto kong makaisip ng paraan kung papano mabayaran ung Palm Heights.

I cannot return to USC anymore. Mam Ching has given me the guidance. Ngita na ko new career pohon. Then I'll look into getting married. God bless us all. Amen.

It's Time to Go

I kept thinking this week that I'd want to quit alrdy. La pa nako istoryaha si Madam Shirley till ako na nuon iya giistorya this pm. Makuhaan daw ug 1hr ako teaching load kay naa may 2 white teachers nga moabot. Kapait sad ani oi, idiscriminate lng mi just because of the colour of our skin! Bantay bitaw ug di maau nang mga putia na. Ah, ilaon na nang ilang school oi! This made me realize that la jud diay stability ang magtrabaho abroad. But then, the once stable post that I thought I had in USC, wala na man.

But I still wanna go home to Philippines. Adto ko didto start anew, in my own country. God bless my plans. Amen.

I'll look to Sg na lang as long, long term goal. I'll wait for more signs. I'm gonna love PP forever, Lord. Asa pa ko ani nga experience di ba?

Going Back

I once read a verse in the Bible that anyone who starts to plow and keeps looking back is of no use to the Kingdom of God. I came here to Cambodia, I do believe God brought me here for a reason. That reason I am still waiting up to now for God to reveal to me. I always get this nagging thought that I should go back to USC; I had a very secure post there, but I didn't take care of it so now I lost it. And I wasn't happy with it anymore --since 2005, I had enough of teaching service courses.

My sister keeps telling me to think of my plans well. Ang iya ra man is the fear that basin di ko katrabaho dayon kay ig January pohon ako na bya daw bayad sa Palm Heights. Or maybe, just like the rest of my family, they don't want me to leave a very prestigious job at USC. Pero unsaon man gud na nako nang prestige if I'm not happy there anymore di ba? I'll just keep the faith. "When the funds are low and the debts are high, don't quit!" Amen.