Goodbye Again

I said goodbye to him again last night. Coz gusto mn ta ko makigchat but wala mn siya mao gisapot ko. Gikapoy mn pud lagi ko gikan nanglaba. Cf someone in the past: kahibaw n mn ko nimo mam nga mangaway ka basta kapuyon n. Heheh. Namiss ko tuloy sya. But wa mn lagi cjay kwarta oi! Jia you Doki!

Royal Wedding UK 2019

The last time they had a royal wedding was last May 2011 with Prince William marrying Catherine 'Kate' Middleton. This time it will be Prince Harry marrying Meghan Markle from America. She's an actress who starred in the legal drama Suits. Exciting ra japon. Heheh.

Ilocos

Ilocos jud lagi daw mi adto per Bantil so dajonon n lng jud. Good luck to us ani nga trip. Cge

Andrew

He said moari lagi daw cja phn. Baw oi, I keep the faith n lng. Jia you Doki!

End April 2018

Pagkakapoy ani nga week. On 23-25 April nagsub kos klase ni Mam Imbong coz she went to Subic man for a conference. Then diha pa jud mi bisita sila Inday from Tagum. Nilarga sila SG on 24 April sa gabii. On 26 April dungan mi ni Aileen padung Liloan. Adto sa to siya stay sa ilaha till klasehan phn. Nagklase mis Mandarin pag 26 April then pag 27 April nagbasa mi for Dr Rivera's class. Thankfully wala klase yday. 1st mtng pud mi kang Dr Indab yday morning. Gusto xa 2 mtngs ra daw ang among presentations so madayon jud cguro na phn. Jia you!

Manila

Last night he said his sister went to Manila daw last weekend and bought him a shirt and short. Tua pa daw didto iya uncle kay nagpatambal. Intawn pud. Get well soon po. Mora mn pud sila'g datuon pamilyaha. But he did tell me that his parents are retired teachers. 6 brothers daw sila ug 1 girl. He's the second among them daw. Cge, all the best n lng to us mate! ;)

Slowly Disappearing

Baw oi, I am starting to get tired with our arrangement. Mao nay ako ingon niya. Tungod lagis ako duda nga minyo cya. I dunno if modayon pa ba to siya ari ig end May phn. Nibalik mn lagi pud text2 ang taga-Bukidnon. Mao naglibog n nuon ko ron. Hay life. Why does it have to be complicated? Tiguwang na ko oi. Heheh. God bless us always!

Yoyong

Nabanhaw ni siya nga textmate. Maybe tungod kay duol n mn ija bday. He said naospital daw iya papa kay gipneumonia. That time when I was in CDO, diha daw silas hospital. Cge po, God bless!

Frame

Sometime last week he showed me my 2 pictures from Cambo nga ija gipaframe. Heheh, malisang mn pud ko aning tawhana. The first one is my pic at the beach where I was wearing my yellow Davao tshirt. The second one is when we were in Kep ni Ate Ica and I was wearing my green dress then and naay gate sa ako likod. Pastilan! I really hope Andrew is it. Please show me Lord. Amen.

SU Summer 2018

Sus grabe man diay ang sakay padung Dumaguete karong tingsummer na. I first experienced it on 7 April nga nagklase mi with Dr Rivera sa among Oriental Philosophy. Last session. I had to take the bus for Barili then I got down in Carcar. From Carcar I took the jeep to Argao and didto na ko sakay Ceres for Liloan. Barog oi, nagbarog jud ko from Argao to Liloan eskina. Gidrop ra mis eskina kay diretso Dumaguete mn to ang bus. Nausab sya on Saturday 21 April when I went for our Greek Philosophy class. Nagbarog n pud ko from Carcar to Oslob. Didtos Oslob na ko nakasakay kay daghan lagi jamu ang mga pasahero. Cge'g lakaw ang mga tawo rong panahona lagi. Then yday 22 April on my way back to Cebu, nagbarog n pud ko from Liloan to Oslob. Hopefully ig Thursday phn di n jud ko magbarog. Kay saun n lng ako back pain. Jia you Doki. Kaya yan! 3 ako subjects this summer: Mandarin with Prof Wong-Remoto, Dr Indab Phil Govt and Politics and Dr Rivera Greek Philosophy. Sugod na daw reporting this Saturday phn 28 April with Dr Rivera and if mahuman na ang reporting, no more meetings na. Jia you! Requested mn diay ning 2 subjects kay isa ra mn jud ila gioffer this summer. Nya kami CHED scholars kay need to finish in 3 yrs man so need jud mi mosummer sa kadaghan sa coursework nga 54 units jamu! Heheh. As it is, 54-3 ko kay nacredit mn ako Spanish sa undergrad. So 51 units more to go. Minus 12 last sem so 39 units n lng. Minus 9 this summer so 30 units n lng mabilin by 1st sem phon. If all things go well, makacompre n ko by summer 2019 phon. Ako mga kabatch uban sa March 2019 phon makacompre na. La mn lagi ko nieskwela pag 1st sem 2017-18 so mauwahi ko by 1 sem. Jia you!

Inday and Kids 2018

They were last here in May 2018 for Ate Jing's wedding. This time ngari sila Inday and kids for Singapore na pud sila. Let's pray for the best!

Aunty Helen, Ate Alfea

Aunty Helen said di kuno naho biklon si Andrew. Baw lang. Mao pud ingon ni Mary. Just talk, don't nag kuno. Si Ate Alfea pud wished me the best. Good luck Doki. Niingon na baja tawn to'g don't make me go crazy here. Kay ako mn lagi cja giaway2 this week nga nag-enrol ko. Cge Doki.

Aldea

I have found a home in Dumaguete City -- Aldea Lodge in Perdices Street, duol ra kajus Silliman. Mao mn ni girecommend ni Sir Bernabe Mijares of BISU Tagbilaran. Kapila na mn pud ko stay didto mao ila ko gikaluy-an last Wednesday 11 April nga daghan nangita ug room. Ila gihatag naho ang non-aircon room #12 for P350 per day. Aho n lng gibayran ang 3 nights. Yday nga nicheckout ko, I left some of my things pud sa ilang bodega. Nanglaba na ko didto actually. I bought Pride detergent bar and hangers sa Lee Plaza. Dali ra mn mauga kay hangin mn sa likod. Naglakaw na pud kos Rizal Blvd, sa hapon ug sa kadlawn. Di lng mada ang kainit ig saka nas adlaw. Jia you Doki, enjoy life in Dumaguete lng gud!

Enrol for 1 Week

Gikapoy ko kay one week ko nagpaenrol this week. 3 subjects ko this summer. And to think I brought my things na coz they said one week ang klase. Heheh. Jia you Doki, pagtiyagai coz mahuman ra lagi ka ani phon. Good night! ;)

Unfriended and Archived

Today 4/9/18 I unfriended him from my FB. Coz duda lagi ko kung single ba cya nya la pud lagi mi common friend. Bahala n lng siya oi kung bisan kinsa n lng iya ichat sa FB. I archived him sa messenger list too so that di na nako siya makita. All the best to us. He posted today that namiss niya iya cousin brother who died about 3 wks ago. It was bound to happen soon anyway. Coz mahadlok lagi ko moadtos ila nasud intawn. La pud ko kaila lagi niya. Jia you Doki!

Doubts

I only have two doubts lagi about him: 1) Single jud cja o nagpasingle2 lang? Di kaha ni cja minjo nga nangilad lang? Coz la lagi mi commu kung weekends.. 2) Unsay pagkabutang ani niya? Naa kaha ni cjay kwarta o wa? Sorry po for this Lord. But I think at this stage, di na ni pagwapahay/pagwapohay but kwartahay na. Just saying, sorry. Jia you Doki. Makahibaw ra ka ana sa tamang panahon. Just keep the faith in the Lord and keep sticking to your truth. Amen.

April 7 Weekend

What a very challenging way to end my 1st semester of doctorate studies at SU! Coz long weekend mn this time, daghan jamu pasahero sa Ceres yday. We had our final meeting mn with Dr Rivera. Nisakay n lng gud ko'g Bato Barili. Pero ninaug kos Carcar oi kay di gud ko familiar didto. Di pud ko gusto malate lagis klase. I took a jeepney from Carcar to Argao then from Argao to Liloan, nagbarog tawn kos Ceres. Then today pagbalik naho sa Cebu, diha may laki nga wa kalingkod nya highblood kuno mao aho cja gipalingkod. Sus naglingkod kos hagdan sa Ceres duol sa driver till Starmall Talisay! Cge lang, nakakita mn pud ko'g gold necklace sa Emall on my way out of it. Mao cguro toy reward ni Lord ;) Jia you Doki, keep the love. Tuesday phon sugod na daw amo summer classes. Hopefully makasummer pud si Mam Vilma para na'koy kashare sa room. Kay if wala, adto n lng cguro kos Negros Lodge then commute everyday. Syete pesos ra may plete ana. All the best! ;)

Chat2

Since last night 4/4/18 at around 530pm, nagchat2 na cjas FB. Hahah, welcome to the Pinoy world of FB messenger mate! Ingon2 pa he truly hates FB but if I know, nalingaw pud cja aning chat2 sa FB. Btw when I checked tonight, gitangtang na nijas Cristine Subrado. Huh affected? Bcn offline n lng cla magchat. Pwede mn gud na. But I don't know here in person. I only know Eddie Subrado, my hiskul batchmate. Manghod daw sa ijang bana. Okay. Bahala kas buhay mo Dong oi. Basta ako, dia ra kos FB world. God bless us! ;) He said sometime this week that I would come to Phils coz of you. Pagsure diha Dong! Mga 6 or 7 hrs baja tawn pud ang flight from POM to MNL. He said we started in this relationship for some time. Yeah, Feb 22 to be exact. Exchange2 ra gud ug emails.. What don't you understand is that we can be one all the time no matter which part of the world we are in now and in the future. Kujawa n mn tawn ni cja oi. But still, you know what they say, it ain't a relationship till you meet in person. So good luck to us! "It's only words, and words are all I have to take your heart away.."

Back

Today 4/4/18 after I printed my Mega Cebu paper I saw his emails on Gmail again. They were busy ra daw coz holiday daw sila pag Friday and Monday. Cge, nice to reconnect with you. But this afternoon, mga 5 or 530 pm, he chatted with me on FB messenger. Huh, unsay naa? Di mn gud na sya fan sa FB lagi kuno mao nagduda ko. Then diha pa jud ingon nga 'Cristine is waving at you' sa iya message environment so duda na nuon ko sa ija intentions. Nagselos cguro cja ni Dickson mao nagcge na cja'g chat naho ron. Buing. Sayop mn gud pud si Dickson to say that FB friends mi. Dili gud. Para kaisa ra gani ko niemail niya. He said a little boy kuno ija kauban ug dinner. Neighbor daw niya, cge tan-aw Filipino movies. Hmm, neighbour nija o ija anak? Aho cja giask about it. I said please be honest with me. And if cge sila tan-aw Pinoy movies so kamao na na sila'g Tagalog words ug buot huna2on? Suwayi daw Doki. He even said he has Filipino cousins di ba? Friday 4/5/18 nag-upload xa'g pics on FB. Hasta pa pic nila Biboy ug JM, ija giapil. Iapil ta kno pud nija aho pic. Told him ayaw intawn kay I don't want to be flooded with comments from people I don't know. He understood ra mn pud. Cge. Che and Dec2: Basin ija kuno gitujo nga taga-Tubigon ang iadd so that magselos ko. Hahay.. God bless Doki!

Sincere

Ate Ica once said mangita ra na cja'g paagi if sincere cja. Mao lagi. Pero mahug nga ako nay naghabol nija aning buhata. Hay Doki! :( What did the article stay? If he is just in love, he will disappear after a few while. But if he truly loves, he will stay. Mao ni imo timan-an jud kanunay Doki. Well, wa n mn pud naho cja giemail since I said I'm sorry on Friday night. Cja nay bahala oi if ija pa ko tagdon o dili na. I keep the faith!

Dickson

Staff niya si Dickson and he is also on his FB. I sent him a private message on 3/31/18 asking him if okay si Andrew na boss. Okay daw and well-mannered. But di mn sya motug-an kung single ba si Andrew o dili. Guess it is also not his place to tell. He just told me that there are a lot of Filipinos married to PNG men and vice versa cguro. Cge Dickson, thanks for being a friend. God bless you!

Easter = New Hope

Yes, this is the message of Easter diay. That we should have new hope because Jesus Christ triumphed over everything including death. So Doki, ayaw n lng sig gukod atong Andrew. If mobalik cja mas maayo. If not, then he was not sincere after all. Basin minjo lagi cja o nagkalingaw ug chat with other girls or whatever. I'd just have to let him be and move on with my life. Mam Chona Froilan: Ang lovelife, the more daw na magtatago pag hinahanap. Kaya hayaan na lng na dumating. Great insight, thanks Mam! ;)